Questioning the ways of life

Is this a common occurence…can it be termed natural or this is the way things are supposed to be.Why are somethings beyond comprehension? Why are there subtle realities of life which always remain unanswered? Is this just another way of the extreme super power to make us believe that he is the ultimate.?Is this why men crave for nirvana?

Looking at a broader picture is ur life really how u want it to be. It always happens that some people will always manage to come out on top no matter what ever is the odds against them. They come out with a feeling of achievement, a sense of contentment and a revamped spirit ready to take some more earthly challenges in life.

On the contrary there will be always be people who crib and cry.They can count u a hundred reasons that why certain things can not happen.Give them an oppurtunity and u are more likely get another hundred new damn excuses.

Longingness for the ultimate, craving for the pinnacle, striving for the best and nothing else. Is that what life is all about? Is that what every other person is supposed to do…is that also what I am expected to do? What is that is expected of a normal human being like me?

Friends form a major part of our social circle. They have the power to make or break you. This is a regular line that I am penning down..but sadly enough often overlooked due to the futility of the mind. People can be blind in their admiration for a person…often over riding the most clear and some times the very obvious. It is when they get left out…shattered…helpless…and dejected that they come to question the very nature of a relationship.

Seeing the people who have always been ur better halves-the certainty that u r always in safe shores -desert u is a feeling which can be a nightmare for life.But even worse is the fact that sometimes u have to accept this as a universal truth.

So how do i live? Should I trade my desires….the fire within…the rage to scale new heights for something as feeble as a compromise or an unerstanding. Should I stand naked with my hands folded,head drooping with shame and a mind that is only as dead and submissive as it can get? Should I cut my dreams and settle for the ordinary….or do I do nothing at all.

I still remember our HR teacher hammering home a point during one of those damn lectures that doing nothing can sometimes be as good as doing everything.

Or do I stand up,take guard and collect whatever courage has been left after taking the pangs of time. Should I try again to put up a brave front and swear to my mind that it can only get better from here.Is this a battle raged for a lost cause…or a fight to survive…fight for my existence…for my identity.

It is so easy to understand life…even easier to question it
But often hard to get it to the way u have always wanted it to be.
That is why…someone said ‘The best way to preserve peace is to be always prepared for a war’.

Concluding this sunday blog…is seeming to be one of the most difficult things.
But I am sure this has certainly generated for some more food for thought.
May be the perception is there…but surely an understanding is currently eluding me.

May be I can manage to find the truth…It is for that moment that I look upto…It is the search for that fact that I am destined to go deeper into my mind.
It is that moment of truth…that secret and treasure that I am living for.